Someone sexy?! I confess I never really find anyone sexy! As in sexually appealing. I am a virgin so what do I knw abt sexual attraction rite?! So in my skeptical mind I define sexy as some one you can’t resist looking at and the more you look at that person you some how start fancying him/her. Let me make it clear, before I’m being misinterpreted, fancy hmm it doesn’t have to be some dirty sex prone mental escape. Prolly it could be as clean as a peck but its all in the mind.
I never really thought of someone so sexy that I can’t resist and discover this so called “animal-side” of me. Well, that’s before I meet Ryan Rahmat. Ryan is somewhat 1.8m. I wouldn’t say he is the most good looking dude I ever meet. But pretty well build. From where I’m standing all I can say he do have what I call it very very very hug-gable torso. I always thought that someone sexy must have a hot ass! Ryan, I think doesn’t have a hot ass but what he have this torso that is somewhat nicely proportion. Even better than a nice ass! Undeniably someone that I wld love to be hugged by. Superficial? Tell me abt it!
We are human! So obviously every one have their own defects. Well, one of Ryan’s defect will be his enormous nose. I can literally stuff my whole thumb into it. Okay I shan’t elaborate the other defects before he sue me or something so I’ll just keep the defect part as brief as possible.
Personality wise. Just by standing beside him you can feel his warmth. Some one you can have a long chat with but still not run out of things to say. But when I meet him, he was at this stage of ‘I-am-not-a-jerk-not-yet-a-gentleman’. So I get to see the best of both side. The side whereby you can call it the-guy-you-don’t-mind-dating type. And the other side. The dark side. But he is so sexy (his torso to be specific) that I kept on forgetting that I once saw the dirty-ugly-side of his Jerk-hood.
After a year, we finally get to catch up just like ol’time. Well, that’s because he finally broke-up with the girlfriend he intend to settle down with. (Ha!Ha!Ha! Its karma baby.)
The sad thing abt me and Ryan is that I am finally over him when he is finally available. But what the hell he is still nice to look at! AND he is still a friend but just a bit jerk-ie.
HEH!
I guess some people are just meant to be looked at superficially.