I need a “steam kodok” face July 18, 2008

So just now during touch training we had this mini sharing session. When come to my turn, everyone agreed that I am some what an agressive player, but what Marian said was something that is very true but I might not realise. Oh yah its kinda funny I thought. Even if it isnt, maybe the way she put was rather amusing I thought. Anyway, thanks Marian it was an insightful observation.

It was something like this…

“Ainnie, I think you are an agressive player, wait I thinnkkkk you areeee… Wait I know I think you are naturally an agressive person!”

So people the next time you all see me ard beware I might pounce on you…Muahahahaha

If let say I’m a cat playing for Tpiranhas, may be I will look something like this…..

The naturally agressive look

While playing a game, I might over do it like this pussy

The “steam kodok” expression that I need to practice more often! Baik uh

Malay. Lazy la. July 14, 2008

I dont know who taught me this. But I remember very well that, when I was alot younger I was randomly taught that my race are so god damn well know for being lazy. At first I taught it was true not until I was alot older to understand the meaning of ’sterotyping’.

So when I was 8 I really thought that all Malays are lazy and Mahathir was the least laziest Malay alive that why he was the PM. I am lazy for failing my maths exam. Mama was lazy thats why baba get pissed. Baba was lazy thats why he didnt help out mama with the household chores. I am malay and I ought to be lazy the rest of my life. Basically, in mind every freaking malay are lazy. Of course I didnt knw the concept of human nature and stereotyping. DUH!

If I was able to fast forward time back than. I would bring the 8 years old Ainnie to today, July 14, 2008. Today I walk into a private dental clinic owned by couple of malay DOCTORS. Beside the clinic is some aesthetic haven owned by another group of MALAY DOCTORS. Their customer are…”elite malays”.

So how can they be that successful if they are LAZY.
& malay.
Can there even be “elite malays” if we are ALL lazy?

I really would like to have a chat with the sicko who taught me the concept of
“ALL MALAYS ARE LAZY”.

Prolly I will start with “I CURSE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN!”

Youth in Touch July 12, 2008

HUH! I start the tournament by playing all sucky n not up to expectation.

I end the day by playing better..from suckie performance to not so suckie performance.

but still suck.

So I guess I’ve been in denial, thinking that I’ve trained hard for POL-ITE.

Well its obvious that its not hard enough..

I guess Youth in Touch has been a good wake up call to tell me that…

Ainnie YOU SUCK!

NAFA Test July 3, 2008

Today NAFA TEST…

Over and done with!

Just like a walk in the park

^Wink^Wink^

Hahahahahahahhahahahaha

POL-ITE 2008. My first & last. July 1, 2008

Before the cools run out
I’ll be giving you my best-est
Nothing going to stop but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn
To win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It can not wait

I’m yours